ABAH

I'm back in my hometown KB. Dad is hospitalised due to chest pain believed to be caused by his weak heart. Dad has never liked clinics, much less hospitals. He hates blood, needles and the likes. Funny I just put two and two today and realised how similar we are on that issue. Heh. He's still recovering, seems like it's gonna take awhile. And I hate to leave him alone. Mom got an exam next week so she can't be around. I, of course, am under training and therefore makes it complicated to ask for leave. I wonder if they'd agree to transfer him to KL? Seriously. My bro is going back to boarding school so who is gonna take care of dad? Himself? Obviously that didn't work . :( I feel so bad. I'm mad at myself for not being able to care for him. And I don't like his stubbornness either. He thinks he's strong. His will is, no doubt but his body can't take it.

You see, my dad is my superhero. Said is my superhero too but like Ultraman, they're of a different type. Hehe. I'm daddy's girl to the core. But not the kind who ask for thousand ringgits and get it in a blink. No. I'm the kind who sit on his lap and hug him all the time and share dreams with him. I'd kiss his cheek and would cry everytime he kissed my forehead. I'm the kind who wants my dad to be proud of me so I told him every little achievement story. I'm the kind who mms my son's photo to his grandfather every other day. And sms every single milestone in my baby's growth.

And when he is weak, my heart broke into a million pieces.

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